Ultrasound one

I woke up super early this morning with anxiety about the pregnancy and ultrasound. I was worried there's be no baby, or I'd have an ectopic, or something. (I have had lots of odd pains).

We got to the clinic in record(for a weekday) time, and even ran into a friend who is currently on IUI's, and very hush-hush so we didn't ask her anything(or tell)... After a long wait, we were called in, and we saw...
One yolk sac. I had a moment of super-sadness. What about embryo B? But, I am getting over it. The RE said the sac was in a great place(high up) and he thought he could see the fetal pole and h/b area, but the u/s tech was like "I am not convinced" which wasn't great for Mr. S's worry-nodes. But, she didn't realize we aren't at 6 weeks yet(they usually wait until then) and her parting comment was, "If you were here this afternoon, I bet we'd catch that heartbeat." Which made me happy.

We have a picture, but it is super tiny and just looks like a round donut in a dot. Mr. S couldn't scan it at work.

The rest of the day has lived up to Fri. 13th unluckiness, they couldn't find our b/w order, so we had to wait 30 more minutes to do that, and then I hit HORRENDOUS traffic on my drive to the city/school and I was so late my students had already left(which I knew would happen, college students may leave after 15 min, and I was almost 30 minutes late). So, the stressful drive was all for naught.

But, I am safely home, and enjoying imagining that even now my body is host to not one heartbeat, but two. Mine and that of our tiny tiny baby.