deflating the helium

I went for an acupuncture treatment yesterday. I had a good talk with my practitioner. I told him that I am having(still) moments where I feel like I am floating. Not grounded at all. According to him, I am usually quite grounded(energy speaking). He said that he wanted to work on grounding me some, as (quote) "walking around full of helium can be dangerous"
I would agree, I find myself having to pay extra attention when driving, and when shopping. I am spacey in a way I have seen other people be, but never been myself.

So, he did the Seven Dragons treatment on me. He did this treatment 2 yrs ago, before we had found out we were dealing with male factor, to remove any old emotional blockages that could've been keeping us from conceiving. It was very powerful. This time around I talked less(this treatment is different than most, the practitioner stays in the room with you, so you can process stuff) but it still felt powerful.

During the treatment I realized just how constrained by money I am feeling. I want to move on, get ready to start IVF again, and that is just not possible. So, my days are spent searching and applying for jobs. When I have the energy. I do not enjoy it, at all, as I know I am only applying to these jobs to get some kind of IF coverage.

In the meantime, I teach 2 days a week. I love being in the classroom and wish it wasn't so hard to find FT college work.